Good Morning

This morning I was snuggled in my bed.
I was sleeping on my stomach and so warm and comfy.

Sir gets up before me and typically I wake when he does,
simply because of alarms and movement.

But this morning...I woke when he pulled the covers off my bodySMACK
It happened that fast.
Before I could roll over or figure out what was going on,
he used his belt .... over and over.
He warmed up my ass as the fog of waking left me.

It took almost no time - two or three strokes in
and I was panting...
my body reacting...
my hips raising.

"On your knees, fiona."
(not good morning, not love you)
Oh I love him!

I raised to my knees,
my head and shoulders on the bed,
and his strokes increased.

He reddened my ass and my thighs

Moving from one place to another.

I was so hot and so turned on and so on FIRE.

He worked my ass and then....

stopped,
Grabbed my hair,
turned my head to face him,
kissed my forehead and said,

"Good morning."






As a side note:  he called this afternoon and said,
"I really enjoyed this morning, fiona.  I think we need to make a practice of this!"

OMG, I so wouldn't mind that!

SimplySxy

I was asked to write a post for
SimplySxy...

it posted today

Have a look :)

The-life-of-a-submissive-wife

Blogger

OK...so many have written about the blogger policy change.  So here are my questions.

1.  Should I wait and see if they really change my site to private?
2.  It says ..."We'll still allow nudity presented in artistic, educational, documentary, or scientific contexts, or where there are other substantial benefits to the public from not taking action on the content."
documentary means "using pictures or interviews with people involved in real events to provide a factual record or report."...well, mine is a documentary...it's true information about MY life.  So...will that count?
3.  Should I simply move to WordPress?


Well...thoughts?




Original blogger email:

Dear Blogger User,

We're writing to tell you about an upcoming change to the Blogger Content Policy that may affect your account.

In the coming weeks, we'll no longer allow blogs that contain sexually explicit or graphic nude images or video. We'll still allow nudity presented in artistic, educational, documentary, or scientific contexts, or where there are other substantial benefits to the public from not taking action on the content.

The new policy will go into effect on the 23rd of March 2015. After this policy goes into effect, Google will restrict access to any blog identified as being in violation of our revised policy. No content will be deleted, but only blog authors and those with whom they have expressly shared the blog will be able to see the content we've made private.

Our records indicate that your account may be affected by this policy change. Please refrain from creating new content that would violate this policy. Also, we ask that you make any necessary changes to your existing blog to comply as soon as possible, so that you won't experience any interruptions in service. You may also choose to create an archive of your content via Google Takeout (https://www.google.com/settings/takeout/custom/blogger).

For more information, please read here (https://support.google.com/blogger?p=policy_update).

Sincerely,
The Blogger Team

Floating Away

I woke snuggling my Sir.
He was on his back
I was tucked to his side.

As with most mornings,
I began to stroke his morning wood
and sucked him to awareness.

In his sexy husky morning voice,
Sir told me that
when he told me to go to bed tonight,
I was to get out the pink dildo,
put a condom on it,
lay it on the bed beside me
and present myself,
ready to be fucked
in the ass with it.

OHHOLYSHIT!!!!!!
My ass has been off the play list
for what seams like...FOREVER

Well, I kind of had it in the back
of my head all day,
but also knew that we frequently
had other things come up
and we would not follow through
on morning conversations.

BUT...
tonight, he looked up and said,
"I will go check on the kids,
you get ready for bed."

as I got up to go to bed, he added,
"fiona, remember what we discussed
this morning in bed."

I ran, not walked, to our room.

I got naked...
put clothes in the dirty clothes bag...
went to the bathroom...
brushed my teeth...
stacked three pillows on top of each other...
got the dildo out and put a condom on it...
laid the dildo on the bed...
climbed up on the bed...
putting my knees on the edge of the bed
and my stomach over the pillows
with my chest, head and hands flat on the bed...
presenting my ass and pussy to Sir.

When he came in, I couldn't see him.

He touched me, rubbed me,
pinched me and then left me.

He got ready for bed,
alternating touching and ignoring me.
it was so heady.
I was so needy and horny and wanton
(synonyms, I know...and yet I was all three!)

Then he began spanking me.

He started with his hand and warmed me up.
Then he proceeded to use the crop.

I'm sure my ass was quite red and HOT
by the time he finished.

I was certainly flinching and moaning and
evading
by the time he finished.

Then, uncharacteristically,
he rubbed, caressed and
OMG
scratched my ass.

When he began to scratch,
that pain/pleasure point was in perfect unison
and I almost came right there.

Then, he put lube on the dildo
and my ass.
It's been so long, and I've wanted it so much
and missed it so much...
and then..
he was pushing.

I immediately wished I had kept my moronic mouth shut.
What the fuck was I thinking
I had WANTED this??

Crap, stop, please stop.
It hurt and I was anxious,
and as it went it,
I swear I almost hyperventilated.

I was trying to escape.

"take it out, take it out, take it out!"

SMACK

"Breath, fiona.
I'm not taking it out. 
I want you to breath.
It will pass."

Knowing he wouldn't stop was huge.
I got a grip,
pulled up my figurative big-girl-panties
and relaxed.

I felt the moment when it changed.
The pain went away.
My body relaxed,

and the ouch went to ahhhhhhh.

Ohmygodohmygodohmygod

he began fucking my ass
hard and fast and slow and steady.

no particular rhythm

and it was Ohmygodohmygodohmygod

My senses were totally overwhelmed

and overrun and 

and

and

and

and I can't remember anything else

but floating and feeling fabulous!

Tucked In with the Hairbrush

I think Sir has it in his mind 
to retrain my thoughts of the hairbrush.

Prior to this past week, 
the hairbrush was just plain
EVIL

No, let me refrain that...

It was 

JUST

PLAIN

EVIL

But, after this week,
I may just LOVE it!

hehehe.

This past week, 
several times,

he has laid me over the edge of the bed,
my torso flat on the bed, 
my hands stretched out above my head
and sat beside me, 
putting one hand over my waist 
and holding me to his side,
then patting my ass
with the brush.

He starts off so soft and gentle 
and I am so comfortable and secure
pressed up against his side.

Once I'm well warmed up,
and he quickly increases the 
strength of each blow
until I am ouching
and squirming as much as I can.

My breathing increases
I'm arching my back into each blow

It's stinging but I can literally begin to 
feel the endorphins flow through my body
The sting turns into a warm feeling
and I can feel tingling throughout my body
like electricity is flowing through me
in all the best ways.

But he keeps increasing the strength of each blow.

I know I'm in trouble when he tucks me in.

yet, here's the thing.

Tucking me in is the best feeling in the world,
I'm secure, I'm controlled, I'm at his mercy,
but at the same time, I know he tucks me in
because it's going to be more severe.

True to form,
I am tucked secure to his side,
tight, safe, unable to move

and

He starts spanking me
firm, stinging, ouch, 
FUCKING HARD

with that brush

but with the amazing warm up,
with the safety and security of being
tucked in tight,

it feels amazing.
it feels painful.
It feels beautiful.
it feels tingly.
it feels hot.
it feels right.

Want

I want.

I want my Sir to come home to
and empty home
empty
except
for
me.

I want to be naked and kneeling
kneeling waiting to show my submission.

I want to have him claim me as his own.
To strip me bare
Cuff my hands and lay me over the side of the bed
putting my hands up over my head.

Him to grab the flogger
and begin...

begin to flog

begin to flog me lightly
up
    and
down

from my shoulders to my legs.

I want him to spread my legs wide
and
begin again
begin to flog

begin to flog me with more force
up
    and
down

then flog my pussy
and check.

Check my wetness.

Then begin again.
begin to flog me harder
much harder
up
    and
down
and over and over.

Then as my breathing shallows
as my breathing becomes more rapid...

I want him to take my hands
Roll me over
and
attach them to the bed frame,

touch me, rub me,
scratch me, pinch me...

and begin again...
begin to flog me lightly
up
    and
down

again
and
again.

Oh, I so want a very good flogging!

Sleeping

So for the past few days,
we've had additional kids in our home.

This has meant that I have had to sleep
with respectable pajamas on...
(as they sometimes pop into our room)...

amazing how much I have grown to enjoy
sleeping naked with Sir...

amazing how much I have missed
sleeping naked with Sir!